Hi guys....
This part gonna be hard, but i feel like it's time to tell you truth.
Since a couple of months, i dont really feel good, my girlfriend leave me, get alot of probleme with money due my poker addiction ( yea your right winchester ) I waste 17k last years in online gambing and have now 6k debt with the hell angels.
So i fall into a deep depression and resolve my probleme at getting back to war2, it was a nice way to get far of gambling and keep my money at home.
Anyway evrything was going right untill this obsession with the client..
Due my depression i fall into another probleme wich now i have to take cares...
I see my doctor Mr. Marc Bergevin this week and i explain him everything, he finnally ask me why i was so sad if i have resolve my gambling probleme with war2 and this is where i told him about the client...
At first he was thinking it was a joke, but when he finnaly realise it was real, it came with the conclusion i had a mental probleme, a kind of obsession... Sometime... I cant stop to think about someting... I have to do it,,, its like if its a competition and i need to do it... it can be look cool because its like determination... but thats too much and it make me sick guy.... i fall into depression because that and my healt goes down... so he told me you guys are human.. he told me you can understand .. he told me to told you truth and you will do the right choice.... pls guys help me... im tire... i cant... i cant live like this anymore.
Pls put a end to my obsession, close this client, i dont want to be ban anymore and get back to poker, you guys dont know what is this... please Help me guys...
Please dont ban me anymore.