Dunno if we ever played but my ol man got his "one last cosmic kick in the ass" from stage 4 not too very long ago.
Wasn't a churchgoin type but indicated to me he enjoyed the peace the pews offered, even if he wasn't praying.
Something to consider.
Alternatively see if your treatment specialist won't let you start microdosing on amphetamines. Their response will probably be something along the lines of "that would be HIGHLY experimental"; but damnit, live your best life.
All the best dude. GL HF
Truly, There can be only one.