You asked me if I have a problem with you and I realized that I have never said thank you for many-many cool hours spent while watching your stream and other videos on yt.
I opened a new topic after our conversation in that topic about van because it's another topic but an answer to your question.
Thank you man for lots of nice moments, tourneys, training videos. In a way you are right by saying that this server is alive because of you. You really did a lot of stuff for it.
You were and still are a leader of this game, you were more than an admin, more than a pro player, master or any other position/name. You were Dark warrior Burnt and then X man!
Then for a reason or another you started to attack/destroy the community. I am sure you have your reason, it doesn't matter, the topic is not about it. Yes you are one of the factors that keeped the game alive. Thank you for that. I am a player that logs on 3-4 times a months so I am not so notorious for our community.
You helped a lot to keep it alive, and maybe you have the right to destroy it, but for other ppl who want it alive it is bad, the new comers can't know what you did. They see the present.
A short story about me. I started to play here 3-4years ago, for this community I am a new guy and in my very first day I played with drunkpope.
He was and is a very cool guy, I didn't see him for some time ( btw hi drunkpope if you read it) he helped me and explained me some details and sent me on YT on your and tk videos. ( Tk one day I will make a post and for you, but today is for urnt, we are clan mates so you know I respect you a lot). Then I tried to play with other people and.... I met the real .ru.... I remember it was A1 and fam1 this guys were trash talking to me for a mistake, not explaining how to act but just trash talk..... For hours, then next day again then again... I didn't know dnd, I didn't have friends on server, and I decided to quit... I was afraid to get on the server, but I wanted to play and some months later I gave it a new try, this time i met ragner, Jos, Talrand, and it was cool.
Now I don't care of trash talking. Me and van sometimes play, I like this guy, I don't care of his words and he doesn't care of mine (peace van) he beats me or if we are in one team we are having fun, same with shotgun, but I don't know how with other, with me he was criticizing my actions , maybe rude, but always to the point. He was showing me my mistakes, ( yes without calling me sir, but I learned a lot from him) then you added me on FB I found the group and was watching you, we didn't play a lot together, maybe 20 games... But I loved them. It was fun.
I really miss the guy that was our leader and how we can see after you stopped organizing tourneys there are no more tourneys.
So answering to your question: I got lots of respect for you and I wish you all the best, but I will try to make my small contribution for this community and stand against threads for it. I want to repeat: small contribution.
Same with van, he doesn't hurt me but maybe new comers have the same situation that I had in my first days. So would be cool if we would not hurt newcomers.
I said van because now he is in the center of attention not because I have anything with him. I meant just any trash talker. Just be hard with guys who do not care and more careful with ppl who care about insults.
So take care, have fun, GGs and see you around.
P.S. one more time: THANK YOU SIR!!