Burnt, van even told you the fire was due to dry weather and had nothing to do with anything else....... Also, when I asked Lone why he said he was Ruz, the day it happened, he said, cuz burnt doesn't believe me when I say I'm not, so fuck it, I'll just say I am to fuck with him now.
Again, all of these things they are doing to you, and they physically come out to make you..... plant new grass next year? Those sons of bitches.... Of all the options they had.....
"I was ready to fight as I sat there playing songs for like 2 days straight ready to fight after I got muted. I was pumped up and ready for them to have the balls to knock on the door instead of cowering behind the computer." This is not something a healthy minded person would say.
I'm honestly not trying to be a dick or disagree with you but if you are failing to realize some of the signs of things you are saying and doing that are, indeed overboard, regardless of the situation, I think you may need to take a step back and reflect on who are, who you were before this, and who you see yourself as now and ask yourself, am I still the same person? The answer should be yes.... If it is not, then that is a much bigger issue than all of this.
EQ: Much more laziness than a lack of respect on my end. Should just be included in the single download I did for the game.