I realize ive never been crazy, lot of peoples in here have all mental issues, they are all living multiple life with multiple account smurfs, they are mostly all cheating, hacking, snyping, sharing account whatever you can imagine, it probably happen in here. Not only some peoples are really weird, like REALLY REALLY WEIRD.. But competition is dead, admins dont take cares of us anymore, ladder is supposly broken, master tag is not respected, and confidence with admins is done.. People can log and talk about katy perry management for YEARSSSSS at a ridiculous point that you finally believe it must be an AI... Who the hell will log for years and saying he made billions with katy perry??? it make no sens.... Or who will make a millions of smurfs to troll you EVERYDAY AND RUIN your games for year!!! Thats amazing.... It's not a rage for a week or couple months, its a constant rage for year and years... Thats something else, let me tell you... I appreciate everyone who have contribute to this server.. Burnt, iL, Tora, Mistral, moustopher, you guys have still try to keep this server open and try to do what you can do to make it a little bit more enjoyable, i still appreciated that, dont get me wrong... But i dont know, i feel like you guys really want to support the weird way the server has take over the years, or maybe, you guys just dont cares anymore, to be honnest, you guys must have serious problemes to deal with those strange peoples... Because if those peoples are not AI who try to act like real human being, then those peoples have really really big probleme in their life to troll peoples like that for years and years... Most of those peoples must have 30, 40, 50 years old, and cheat/trolls/ruins games like that, i dont think its something we can consider normal. Whatever i am a competitor in soul, i love challenge, but lately, the only challenge i really have on this server is dealing with those weird peoples, i think it's really sad, cuz this is the best game ever, and if you guys had take care of this server properly, we could have great things happening here. But no one want to ear peoples talk about their big dick all day long and their bitches at the hotel and how katy perry and taylor swift have a 1 billion dollar records deal with peoples on the server. For years i have try to deal with all of this, i have try to fix all these probleme, but nobody listen me, nobody take all these probleme seriously, i am just a stupid frenchman right? I have reach a point where i cant deal with this anymore. Who want to deal with peoples that constantly wish you to die from ur cancer, while on the other side some other punk try to act like hes saving you. They are all using me like an attraction in the park. Whatever the cancer have never been a probleme, i dont cares who speak about it, but i cares when i see peoples act like they get mad and offended cuz i call someone else NEWB and i saw this person playing all day long with someone who wish other to die from cancer.. And dont get me wrong, you can play with him, but just dont act offended and a good person if i call someone new while you sit and laugh with this kind of peoples. For me, it's just being hypocrite, and hypocrite is probably what i hate the most from someone. Sure i was someone hard to deal with, constantly seing hackers everywhere, '' wich is probably true too '' constantly arguing on server, constantly calling peoples newbs, bad etc etc.. But dont forgot something, ive also always been call newb and bad my entire life, the only difference is i always did it in the gaming perception, ive never attack anyone on their personal life untill you attack me first. And even there you must attack me really hard for that because most of time im just gonna laugh at him and keep calling him newb and bad. Because when i com here, its to get out of my real life, it's not to bring my real life with me, but some peoples when they came here, they think the real life is part of this game, they think they can judge you, oh you got no job, oh you live with ur parents, oh you got a cancer, oh you got no wife, oh you got no childrens... Do they realize if im here its probably because it's the only thing i can do? What do you expect from someone who live with their parents with a cancer and having no job, no wife, no childrens? Do they look themself in the mirror? Do they realize their childrens are in the house waiting for daddy and mommy to do something nice with them, do they realize wife is probably in living room wishing husband will be there for her? They say oh i got hobby, war2 is my hobby, dude ur hobby is at least six hours per day for the last 20 years, and you suppose to work, so if i consider that you work and you play this game so much, you probably dont take much time with ur family... Whats about having hobby with ur childrens and ur wife, playing baseball, going fishing, going to theaters, doing something with them instead of judging other peoples on a 25 years old game because you cant deal with the fact that someone tell you is better then you. '' wich is the main goal of this game by the way ''. They say, oh im just playing for fun, sure dude i know whats fun mean, fun mean untill equinox ally 3 newbs and you put me with 3 pro, this is whats fun mean, right?. But if equinox take the pro on his side and put the newbs with you, you will get the fuck out of my games, create ur own games, then stack the game in ur favor, cuz this is what is fun right? I know, cuz i did it for the 5 last years, constantly allying newbs over and over and playing basicly the worst team every day.. Recently some peoples act like they are offended because i start booting NEWBS SMURFS AND TROLLs, because of birdbrain harrasement. Oh nox is bad guy, is booting newb, so they host their own game, and what they do? They host in private so newb cant join, and if newbs join they boot them or obs them, but they will certainly not play with them, believe me. So peoples always act like they are good and better then you, they always act like they are offended for some stupid shit, but they are even worst, cuz they do the same but actually they do it in a hypocrite way. I must be alot of things, but there something i have never been, and its hypocrite. Im sad, cuz whatever you think about me, ive always try to do my best to make this server the best as possible, everything i have try have been rejected simply because who I AM... Oh no, Equinox got an idea, make sure it never happen! Right? I am at the point where i think if this server die, its probably because some peoples want to punish me, and at the end, the entire server is punish because of me. So why i will stay here, why i will keep arguing with myself about this game, obviously im just wasting my time, and now im also wasting your time, the truth is i dont belong here anymore, i wish i could say bye to someone, like a friend, but i dont know if i got friends in here, i dont think so, because even the peoples who i think was my friend, make me feel like they are just hypocrite. So i got no one i really want to say bye in particular... You know what, im just gonna say bye to everyone, a final bye, just for the respect of doing it. I wish you guys have fun and i certainly wish someone start to really take cares of this server. This game have bring me good and bad mood over the years, even if you think i hate you, it's not true, you guys where my familly, a dysfunctional family sure, but still my family, even if you think im a bad guy cuz i call you new, i wish you the best and i wish you fun.. Good bye everyone.
