Equinox you will never be a real man in your life or in the eyes of people online unless you actually do some self reflection. You do the shit you do no matter what, you never want to take accountability for your actions, or change when reasonable people try to talk to you.
You will freak out and not listen to a word they say and retreat into your own head... The problem is with the admins and other people sure, but why don't you look at the problems in yourself before being Mr Jesus the holy french warrior of Warcraft 2...