Jeez Tk you are an idiot.
Yes, you abused your admin powers, thanks for admitting it. Could have gone without you trying to rationalize it though. Also, you don't need admin to do 95% of the things that could benefit this game. You just want it for the "power"/recognition, thanks for unintenionally projecting the same.
Your whole argument that it should be run like a business and thus it's il's fault makes no sense and your stupidity is hard to withstand. It's not a business, it's a community effort, and iL/Burnt/ldir/Blid/mousetopher and a few others have done relatively FAR MORE than their "fair share" to help the community, and you somehow want to blame them of all people when they are basically the only people doing anything.