im active again and the community obviously needs one.
when i left i was extremely pissed @ the way things were going. even in my frustration did i abuse any powers? ... like, any?
there is absolutely no reason not to trust me and to even suggest that makes absolutely no sense. i dont think i've ever done anything that risked the integrity of the server. have i done stuff others might not agree with? yeah... and while i constantly fuck around on the forums, with users on the server (always have) .. there is something i always take seriously and that's authority/responsibility. in real life and on the server.
i want admin the exact same reason i wanted it last time... there are none ever logged on. the server deserves a friggin active admin that they can actually see
if there were active admins that they could see (Any) i would not be talking about this right now
but i already know what to do. i know how to help the users. i have proven myself to be trustworthy (or so i thought.. apparently not and im online and active.
im a little drunk right now so im just saying whats on my mind not sure how much sense it makes
if i were in charge of this decision or whatever i know i'd be thinking "ok the guy is an asshole to me and other admins.. but he conducts himself with the community and on the server... and im not really doing shit so fuck it /admin +tk[as]"