I will actually agree with you on this lamb chops. When reinstating my admin was being discussed, one of the things I was looking to do was rebuild the community. I did not want to spend a lot of Financial Resources doing it until there was a hosting fix. For a brief. There appeared to be a functional hosting fix, by logging on to the server now and seeing everybody claiming they cannot host it looks like it was not as functional as it was intended to be.
And then you compound that with the fact that someone as prominent as burnt is going on a psychotic Rampage trying to destroy the community, and then somebody like yourself blatantly hacking which is arguably the absolute most destructive thing to the community possible.. I feel pretty f****** helpless here. I don't want to just throw all my money away.
Things did not pan out the way they were supposed to. And there is no denying that you were a large contributing factor to that.
I'm kind of at a "holy shit this ship is sinking faster than I anticipated" stage right now (again thanks in part to you) .. and have a bit if a "fuck it" attitude... and not a lot of patience for Burnts recent behavior.. so I know my approach towards him hasnt been "profesional" ... ur right there.
But all of that being said.. I've done more positive for this community than you ever have, done MUCH less negative than you, and will continue to help/assist players the best I can when I get some more time to get back on.. so less crying and less hacking from you please.
