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« on: May 28, 2024, 05:53:00 AM »
I was a liar and a deceiver. When I played a series of games with Equinox 1v1, there were about 15-17 matches, 13 of which were recorded on warvid, I don’t remember exactly. I watched his location in at least 6 matches. This was expressed in the fact that I watched his starting spot at the beginning. Then I turned off the stream. There were also two cases when, during pauses, I opened the stream and watched the game in the middle of this process. This was done in order to gain an advantage. I didn’t want to deceive you Equinox, because you are my friend and a good person, I feel it. I don’t know what influenced me then, either your bad attitude towards me at that moment, or the fact that I became bored with playing, or the fact that I didn’t want to admit that we would actually have an equal score if I didn’t resort to foul play. I remember you said that you would destroy me with a crushing score of something like 20-0. And I said no, that I will do it with you. In the end, I used the knowledge and opportunities given to me to destroy you. But this stream sniping is a dishonest method
Forgive me for this action, and for this I repent.
Forgive, everyone, for taking advantage of your trust in this way. Sorry me personally Equinox for forcing you to be in this position and condition because of my mistake. I didn't realize how wrong it was until I experienced it myself.
Equinox was also wrong in many of his arguments, but this is not his problem, but the problem is that I initially made such a mistake by lying and acting dishonestly. If it were honest, none of this would happen.
I'm also grateful to him for his generosity in sticking to his guns and trusting himself, which ultimately allowed me to admit my mistake in the future. And he forgave me. He continued to communicate with me even knowing that I was a liar. I had an unpleasant feeling that he, being my friend, still understood how much I had set him up. Forgive me Equinox again.
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