Hi Equinox,
I understand your problem, you are an utter and complete failure in life. War2 is your escape, one of the only things you are good at, this client is an extension of your war2 prowess. This so called contribution represents your ambition to contribute and actually be good at something… Nevermind the fact it's unnecessary and hacks can circumvent the exploit, also the fact you can identify a cheater by game play regardless of the manner in which he cheats… You’re taking it very personal, when so many logical points invalidate the last new thing in your life you felt you were good at or had some sort of lucid insight to contribute. This is just another example of how you failed in life, but it’s really just a setback with a lesson learned. It’s not the end of the world, numerous setbacks always happen but you just have to be resilient and find a new approach or endeavor.
I lost a girl once, it was humiliating and devastating, it’s easy to get caught up obsessing and overcompensating on distractions or vices to fill the void your personality yearns for… Ultimately, the best way back was to focus on more healthy obsessions like learning, reading, working out, making money, helping other people and basically building a better you. Feels rewarding to get up at 5AM hit the gym and grind hard until midnight, you feel a great sense of satisfaction
and accomplishment at the end of the day… Ultimately you should try to ween yourself off war2 as well once you have healthy suitable goals you’ve discovered instead… Even if you got your way, your life would still be shit, but maybe its easier for you to focus on a trivial pursuit then the real problems festering in your life, stop living in a fantasy world and be really honest with where you are and where your life is going… If you relived this last year 10X where would you be in 10 years? Some place you want to be? War2 SUPREME LEADER OVER the Legions of immature douche bags that take up space on war2 as long as its hack free…..
Start worrying about shit that actually matters … Your attitude is what defines you, not what you have or don’t have
